Secrets, Secrets..

School today is like... Well, a silent war. Things fall apart, and I dunno what's just happened. People keep on telling me things that I feel I don't wanna know. Why? 'Cause some of those things are really hurting, some of it makes me think until I feel that I've just sun-dried my brains for like.. a century.

Dated: 26th of November 2009.

~Well, I really can't recall what will I write next on this particular blog. It was months ago when I blog it. So I just left it like that and probably edit it when I finally remember. Darn. But whatever, I can really call this a blog already. So there. Haha.. *not really funny though* Good days always come so seldom that I forgot to wait for it. And the day I wrote this blog was probably one of the days I can't contain the gloom and depression inside me. And today was probably its twin. Now I feel that my brains were sun-dried for a.. millennium already. And I feel my heart weighs about 1000 tons of depression and stress. No, no. I can't continue anymore. I'm out.

Dated: 07th of January 2010.

;(( misschuchued :|

WHATTA DAY!!!

Well, ever since yesterday 'til now I was an exhausted being. There are a lot of things to do, a lot of complications to mind, a lot of people to please and a lot of stress to handle. Why? First off, the performing groups in our school had been practicing so hard for our upcoming performance, the Asian Youth Day opening ceremony. And for those people who hate sitting behind their desks all day, well, this 'practice thingy' sounds pretty easy. But on the real, it is really not. There's a lot of tension, pressure, and damn complications floating in the air and nearly visible to the eye. But what can I do, it's really damn pressuring to the moderators and organizers. And the event will be on Monday! So no "palusots" at all. Absoulutely nothing at all.

It's good though, the practice. It's good because when we were chosen to perform, it means that we've got something that is worth showing to the world. Or Asia, rather. And that makes me really, really good. 'Cause there's a feeling that even when you're exhausted and a bit pressure because everybody said that they're all expecting a good performance, etsetera, etsetera. It's the feeling that even if you're tired and exhausted, at the end of the day you can still smile and say, "Hey, they trust in us and believe that we can do it!" Yeah, yeah it may be tiring and everything, but think about it, aren't we doing the thing we love? To sing, to dance, to act. And isn't when we are doing the thing we love and cherish even we are tired, we still strive to do it and finish 'til the end? Think about it, y'all. :)

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Just Waiting To Get Famous.

Her voice is really amazing!! And I really love all of her originals. I can relate to the song Just In Time, and All I Need is the best!! I hope she gets discovered!!

A Day Full Of... Happenings

Sorry for my lack choice of words. But I can't think of any appropriate word to tell what I got into last Saturday.

For a starter, we had classes. As in a regular school day. And it's a bummer. Well, not for the fact that I have to see the faces of my classmates [no offense! :P] but it's because I have to wake up at 04:30 in the morning. And that's not something to look up to on a Saturday morning, right? But at least the things that are about to happen are worth looking up to. What are these things? Well, I'm gonna tell it next.

First off, I'm supposed to go to a seminar. I know it doesn't sound pretty exciting but it is really. It is about the steps on how to become a millionaire. Sounds, pretty interesting now, right? The speakers? Well, it's Chinkee Tan and Francis J. Kong; Philippines' most prided speakers. So, a seminar about being a millionaire with the two most prided speakers, what do you get? Eye-opening information, lots of good laugh and a headache. A really bad one. It may sound that I didn't enjoy it, but in truth, I really did. I learned so much that I can't stop telling it all to my mom when we are going to Cavite City later that night. It was A-M-A-Z-I-N-G..

After the seminar, well, the night's still young. So we went to Cavite City for a pre-fiesta party. When we arrived, I was aching all over. I really looked like an overused sponge. But it all started to fade away as I mingle with my cousins. Then we talked and laughed and played and sang and have fun. What time did we settled in? 02:30 in the morning. Yeah, it was a little too late, but whatever, we had fun! And that's what matters, right? Haha, that's all for tonight, I'm gonna be in FULL homework mode in a few minutes, so, ciao!! XP

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The Nameless Story Synopsis

"The Nameless Story" isn't really the title of the synopsis I'm gonna write. It's really nameless. I've thought of a few names, but I think it doesn't fit the story [Coincidences, Twist of Fate and the like.]. So if you any of you read the synopsis and thought of a better title, well, just comment me. It's greatly appreciated. So thanks guys!


Okay, here it is:

"Saphira Brown has been crushing on Jasper Reed, 'The Perfect One', as her schoolmates call him. And he really is; brains, looks, wealth, attitudes, you name it, he has it. But the problem is, Jasper doesn't know her name; nor her existence. Desperate, she decided to join the Chemistry Club, where he is the president. She was successful, she became closer to him. But wait, there's something wrong. Jasper has different taste [actually she thinks that he doesn't even know what a girl is] and it simply doesn't match Saphira. To confirm it, she confronted him, and it turned out to be exactly what she thinks. Miserable and hurt, she attempted to forget him, and she did. Few months had passed and she met Daniel Johnson, a new guy who moved next door. Dan grew fond of her and eventually liked her. They became closer and closer, but just as friends [for Saphira, that is] . Little did she know that someone from her past is getting more and more jealous by the minute..."


There, the synopsis. Hope you like it, and if you do, please comment. And for the title, please suggest at least one. Thanks!

~misschuchued <3

"I've Moved On. NOT?"

"'What a day. I seem to have realized a lot of things ever since I became a junior. Really. I thought that I'm ready to move to the next chapter of my life, and I did. But when things happens like it's deja vu, I can't help but remember the past and think if I really moved on. Of course I will always say to myself, it's done. Don't think about it anymore. But then, I can't help but thinking, have I really went on; or I'm just in denial? I hate that feeling. I hate that it bothers me everytime I see the reality that has been slapped to my face and yet I can't accept it. But what will you do, if you're in my situation? What if you're stuck between Hey, I've moved on and it's alright to see them together and Do I still like him? If not then why it still hurts to see them together? Damn, these things are making me all fuzzy. That's why I'm writing these things now. It really helps me think and see that there's still someone waiting for me out there. I just have to find him or let him find me. Haha, okay I know it's corny but please let it be. Anyway he probably does not even care if I look for someone I deserve more, right? Now then, I'm renewed!' Saphira smiled as she finished writing on her diary. She really felt refreshed, light and happy that she let out all her feelings. And then she lay on her bed, getting ready to sleep."

If you're wondering what's these things are all about, it's a soon-to-be part of the story I'm writing. It's a story of girl who liked an "almost perfect" guy. But there's just one problem; the guy doesn't even know she existed. And when she realized that it's not worth the wait, she decided to let it go, even if it hurts. Yes, she moved on, but memories are still coming back to her. After a few months she met a new guy and became her close friend. Their bond was so tight that everybody but them thought that they were going out. She was happy, but wait. Why is there somebody from her past that is entering her quiet, happy life yet again?

All The Pressure's In My Head

Well, today's really a hard one. We had a literary contest at school, and we're said to perform a play [Teen Angel by D.M Bocaz-Larson]. And as an appointed [actually volunteered] director, I was damn pressured when we're about to perform. It was BAD [for us, anyway],the characters skipped lines and scenes, the sound effects was a disaster, I even stuttered as I introduced the characters [it was on the spot]. We were expecting to be the last, we know we haven't got any chance. When they're about to announce the results for our category, I tapped my classmate and joked her, "tara na uwi na tayo, fourth year na e!" She hesitated and I returned to my seat. They were to announce the fifth place [we were five sections] and we were shouting "wag niyo nang sabihin, nasasaktan lang kami e!" And a lot of things happened after they announced it. We were jumping up and down, cheering, hugging each other. We finished third. Kinda not expecting, but I'm sooo overwelmed. And altough we did not make it to finals, but hey, winning isn't everything. Right now, I'm soo tired and all I need is SLEEP. But something's keeping me doing that. It's wanting to write, express my feelings. 'Cause there's so much in my head that it hurts. BADLY. I maybe experiencing so much and I didn't have the time to express it [or I just want to keep them to myself.] And by writing I feel like my head's having a massage. I feel so relieved after writing my thoughts, sometimes creating stories and poems. That's why I call my blogspot "Comfort Zone." Because here, I can let out all my feelings and no one's gonna stop me. Well, except maybe my mom or my siblings, when I'm in front of the computer too much and they can't use it. But whatever. Hope you'll read my blogs. I know there's so much crap in them, but I think there's still a tiny bit of sense in what I'm writing, or typing, anyway. Well, now I'm REFRESHED!!! After this blog, I'm gonna continue writing my story. I'll post it sometimes. Watch out! :D

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